moonwisp

Everything is right again. I'm not explaining any further than that.

I finally remembered my password.

I'll be damned. It only took 38 tries.

Now to go walk around outside and clear my head.

"And everybody knows that Marie...got it from."

Thank you, Tom Leher.

Well, that didn't work. Not at all. I shall try again tonight using photoshop. Yes, that's what I'll do.

Stupid Mai not wanting to compress nicely in ms paint. How I hate the both of you.

Dear God:

Thank you for youtube.com and littlekuriboh. And anime and art supplies.

Amen

PRINCETON:
Why does everything have to be so hard?

GARY COLEMAN:
Maybe you'll never find your purpose.

CHRISTMAS EVE:
Lots of people don't.

PRINCETON:
But then- I don't know why I'm even alive!

KATE MONSTER:
Well, who does, really?
Everyone's a little bit unsatisfied.

BRIAN:
Everyone goes 'round a little empty inside.

GARY COLEMAN:
Take a breath,
Look around,

BRIAN:
Swallow your pride,

KATE MONSTER:
FOr now...

BRIAN, KATE, GARY, CHRISTMAS EVE:
For now...

NICKY:
Nothing lasts,

ROD:
Life goes on,

NICKY:
Full of surprises.

ROD:
You'll be faced with problems of all shapes and sizes.

CHRISTMAS EVE:
You're going to have to make a few compromises...
For now...

TREKKIE MONSTER:
For now...

ALL:
But only for now! (For now)
Only for now! (For now)
Only for now! (For now)
Only for now!

LUCY:
For now we're healthy.

BRIAN:
For now we're employed.

BAD IDEA BEARS:
For now we're happy...

KATE MONSTER:
If not overjoyed.

PRINCETON:
And we'll accept the things we cannot avoid, for now...

GARY COLEMAN:
For now...

TREKKIE MONSTER:
For now...

KATE MONSTER:
For now...

ALL:
But only for now! (For now)
Only for now! (For now)
Only for now! (For now)
Only for now!

Only for now!
(For now there's life!)
Only for now!
(For now there's love!)
Only for now!
(For now there's work!)
For now there's happiness!
But only for now!
(For now discomfort!)
Only for now!
(For now there's friendship!)
Only for now (For now!)
Only for now!

Only for now! (Sex!)
Is only for now! (Your hair!)
Is only for now! (George Bush!)
Is only for now!

Don't stress,
Relax,
Let life roll off your backs
Except for death and paying taxes,
Everything in life is only for now!

NICKY:
Each time you smile...

ALL:
...Only for now

KATE MONSTER:
It'll only last a while.

ALL:
...Only for now

PRINCETON:
Life may be scary...

ALL:
...Only for now
But it's only temporary

Ba-dum ba-dum
Ba-dum ba-dum
Ba dum ba-dum
Ba-da da da da
ba-da da-da da da-da
Ba-dum ba-da, ba-dum ba-da
ohhhh-

PRINCETON:
Everything in life is only for now.

Yaaaaay, I'll finally be moving out in June. This is awesome and fantastic news to me.

I'm going to scream now.

I have decided that I absolutely HATE my maternal instincts.

That's all.

Rah. My mother is watching the Bachelor in the same room that I'm sitting in. Blah. What utter insanity. Apparently, the male in question is a prince (insert eyeroll here) and can't meet a woman (insert second eyeroll.

Anyhoo...one of my little girls broke her wrist on Friday. Poor baby...She was worried that I would be mad at her for climbing back up the slide right after I told her not to. I'm not going to bawl someone out if they've just tumbled down and had their wrist break. Poor little sweetheart. We didn't find out it was broken until today, and she has to get a hard cast put on it on Wednesday. Sometimes I wish I was a Healer. Like in faerie tales. With the glowing healing bit and all. I'd fix it for her. Alas, I am not, for I do not live in a faerie tale.

On the plus side, I'm going to be a class leader for my guild. Hooray. >_< Hello stress and aggrivation derived from people who won't listen to me. Ah well.

I need socialization. The only problem with that is that I'm working too much to spend time with friends. I would rather like one or two days just to spend with old friends whom I've not seen in a while. If wishes were horses, beggars would ride, eh?

I wonder how my cousin is doing in the Army. I wonder if I'll be seeing him at Thanksgiving if I go to San Antonio with the family. I'd really rather not go with them, but I rarely have a say in such matters. I can complain or I can suck it up and deal with it. I'd rather complain right now.

I've been having the wierdest dreams lately. They're very vivid and very detailed, but unless I write them down immediately, I forget them before the end of the day. It's becoming rather frustrating.

I need to take up jogging or something. I've become very despondant lately, and it's because of how I think I look. How I really have to look to find something I like about myself. And it's just an extra irritant in my day that I do not need, nor do I have time for.

And now my mother is flipping back and forth between football (groan) and the stupid Bachelor (double groan).

I'll leave off my complaining here. Goodnight, all.

Yes I'm a horrible person and never update. I was actually contemplating waiting nine months and posting a picture of a baby...

But that would be cruel and unusual punishment, ne? =)

Stole this from Cy. I am too lazy to put it under an lj cut, so deal. >=(

You scored as III - The Empress. The Empress is a maternal symbol. She is the mother figure who loves, nurtures and protects. She will protect you, she will always be there when you are in trouble. When you fall over and graze your knee, the Empress will kiss it better. Yet she is not a weak figure. Her compassion is strength. If her children are threatened she will stop at nothing to protect them. If well aspected in a Tarot spread, the Empress can symbolise security, protection and unconditional love. If badly aspected it can represent over-protectiveness, fear of risk taking and refusal to face the real world. </td> II - The High Priestess 94% III - The Empress 94% XIII: Death 94% IV - The Emperor 81% VI: The Lovers 75% XI: Justice 75% 0 - The Fool 69% I - Magician 69% XVI: The Tower 69% VIII - Strength 69% XIX: The Sun 50% XV: The Devil 50% X - Wheel of Fortune 44% Which Major Arcana Tarot Card Are You? created with QuizFarm.com

Whew, long time since last update? Everything is going relatively well, I guess.

I start working with my darlings next week. I can't wait! I had one of my eight-year-olds run into the infant room bawling yesterday. Apparently, another teacher had screaed at him for getting mad. This child comes from an unstable family atmosphere, so screaming at him is generally not considered the best way to let him know you're upset with him. Plus, when you yell at a child, all you do is scare them. THEY DON'T LEARN FROM THEIR MISTAKES WHEN THEY'RE SCARED DAMMIT ALL! If you scare a child enough that they need to come find me, crawl into my lap and CRY for five minutes, your ass is mine. I know the co-worker that did this as well, so yes. Heads will roll. *fume* But I love this child, and horrible as it may sound, I'm glad that I am his safe haven.

Anyway, A-kon is soon. Hooray! I can't wait for that! Yay, going as a death god. Michael is going as Vash and I get to dye his hair and trim it. MWHAHAHAHAHAHA!! I just need to lighten my hair a bit, and then I'll be good to go as Orihime. That and make my gigantic paper fan. Or decide if I want to make a sword...Hmm...Decisions, decisions.

I had the weirdest dream last night about Ben and being in a romantic relationship with him. O.o Onee-chan says that maybe I dreamt his dream. E gads, I hope not. That would be disturbing beyond belief...Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah, help!! My mind feels so dirty!! *cry*

I have a day off today. This leaves me much time and very little to do. Michael still has to write the story before I can start on any comic layout. Perhaps I'll just do drawings like the ones I did last semester.

I NOW HAVE A SCANNER AND CAN PUT THE FINISHED PRODUCTS ON MY DEVIANT ART ACCOUNT! THAT'S WHAT I CAN DO TODAY!! (yeeeesh, sorry about the all-caps, but I was excited)

Hm. My dad's birthday was yesterday. That was interesting. He was immensly pleased with a five dollar watch that I got for him. Huh. Go figure.

Who else is going to A-kon? I've forgotten. Waaaaah, Meg-chan, please say you're going still! Nicole-san, are you going?? T.T Don't leave me alone with Jeremy-sensei!(i'm just kidding--we all know I could take him ^_^)

I want company.

Well, that's my post. Perhaps there will be more regular updates? I don't know...

Did you know that taking birth control in the morning can make you feel very nauseated for the rest of the day? Byarg. Oh well. ^_^

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah, I want to make pretty avi's!!! /mourn

Nobody knows who I really am
I never felt this empty before
And if I ever need someone to come along,
Who's gonna comfort me, and keep me strong?

We are all rowing the boat of fate
The waves keep on coming and we can't escape
But if we ever get lost on our way
The waves would guide you through another day

dooku de iki o shiteru toomei ni natta mitai
kudayami ni omoe dakedo mekaku shisarete tadake

inori o sasagete atarashii hi o matsu
asayaka ni hikaru umi sono hate made

Nobody knows who I really am
Maybe they just don't give a damn
But if I ever need someone to come along
I know you would follow me, and keep me strong

hito no kokoro wa utsuriyuku mukedashiteku naru
tsuki wa mada atarashii shuuki de mune o tsureteku

And every time I see your face
The ocean heaves up to my heart
You make me wanna strain at the oars, and soon
I can see the shore

Oh, I can see the shore
When will I see the shore?

I want you to know who I really am
I never thought I'd feel this way towards you
And if you ever need someone to come along,
I will follow you, and keep you strong

tabi wa mada tsuzuiteku odayakana hi mo
tsuki wa mata atarashii shuuki de ume o terashidasu

inori o sasagete atarashii hi o matsu
asayaka ni hikaru umi sono hate made

And every time I see your face
The ocean heaves up to my heart
You make me wanna strain at the oars, and soon
I can see the shore

Unmei no huneoko gi nami wa tsugi kara tsuki e to watashi-tachi o sou kedo
Sore mo suteki na tabi ne, dore mo suteki na tabi ne

Drew wayyy too much for my own good. Gnome/Night Elf halfling...FEAR THE CONCEPTUAL ART!! FEAR IT!!

Anyway, Michael comes back on Wednesday. Many more drawings to be started and completed with in this time span. That, and I'm attempting to sew a bathrobe.

Fear me now.

I did not have a good afternoon. At all.

Commencing meltdown, screaming and sui/homicidal rage to follow.

Have a lovely evening all.

The pictures...THE PICTURES!!

Heehee. *hearts her new icon*

I'm dead. Goodnight.